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ﻲﺘﻠﺣﺭﻦﻣﻚﺸﻟﺍﻰﻟﺇﻥﺎﻤﻳﻹﺍ-ﺩﻮﻤـﺤﻣﻰﻔﻄـﺼﻣ
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ﻲﺘﻠﺣﺭﻦﻣﻚﺸﻟﺍﻰﻟﺇﻥﺎﻤﻳﻹﺍ
ﺩ .ﺩﻮﻤـﺤﻣﻰﻔﻄـﺼﻣ
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ﻲﺘﻠﺣﺭﻦﻣﻚﺸﻟﺍﻰﻟﺇﻥﺎﻤﻳﻹﺍ-ﺩﻮﻤـﺤﻣﻰﻔﻄـﺼﻣ
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ﻢﻴـــﺣﺮﻟﺍﻦـــﻤﺣﺮﻟﺍﻪـﻠـﻟﺍﻢﺴــﺑ
ﺏﺎﺘﻜﻟﺍﻯﻮﺘﺤﻣ:
ﷲﺍ
ﺪﺴﺠﻟﺍ
ﺡﻭﺮﻟﺍ
ﻲﻟﺯﻷﺍﻝﺪﻌﻟﺍ
ﺏﺍﺬﻌﻟﺍﺍﺫﺎﻤﻟ .....؟
؟ﺓﻮﻠﺨﻟﺍﻲﻟﺖﻟﺎﻗﺍﺫﺎﻣ
ﻢﻴﻈﻌﻟﺍﻥﺯﺍﻮﺘﻟﺍ
ﺍﻝﺎﺟﺪﻟﺍﺦﻴﺴﻤﻟ

ﻲﺘﻠﺣﺭﻦﻣﻚﺸﻟﺍﻰﻟﺇﻥﺎﻤﻳﻹﺍ-ﺩﻮﻤـﺤﻣﻰﻔﻄـﺼﻣ
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ﻪــﻠــﻟﺍ
ﻩﺮﻛﺫﺃﺖﺴﻟﺪﻴﻌﺑﻦﻣﺯﻦﻣﻚﻟﺫﻥﺎﻛ ..ﻰﻟﺇﺓﺮﺸﻋﺔﺜﻟﺎﺜﻟﺍﻦﻣﺝﺭﺩﺃﺖﻨﻛﺎﻤﺑﺭ
ﻚﻟﺫﻞﺒﻗﺎﻤﺑﺭﻭﺓﺮﺸﻋﺔﻌﺑﺍﺮﻟﺍ ..ﺔﻘﻫﺍﺮﻤﻟﺍﻊﻟﺎﻄﻣﻲﻓ ..ﺕﺃﺪﺑﺎﻤﻨﻴﺣ
ﺩﺮﻤﺗﻲﻓﻝءﺎﺴﺗﺃ:
-ﻞﻜﻟﺪﺑﻻﻭﻖﻟﺎﺧﻦﻣﻕﻮﻠﺨﻣﻞﻜﻟﺪﺑﻻﻪﻧﻷﺎﻴﻧﺪﻟﺍﻖﻠﺧﷲﺍﻥﺇﻥﻮﻟﻮﻘﺗ
ﻌﻨﺻﺪﺟﻮﻣﻦﻣﺩﻮﺟﻮﻣﻞﻜﻟﺪﺑﻻﻭﻊﻧﺎﺻﻦﻣﺔ ..ﺎﻨﻣﺁﻭﺎﻨﻗﺪﺻ ..ﻲﻟﺍﻮﻟﻮﻘﺘﻠﻓ
ﷲﺍﻖﻠﺧﻦﻣﻥﺫﺇ ..ﻪﺗﺍﺬﺑءﺎﺟﻪﻧﺃﻡﺃ ..ﻲﻓﺢﺻﻭﻪﺗﺍﺬﺑءﺎﺟﺪﻗﻥﺎﻛﺍﺫﺈﻓ
ﺮﻣﻷﺍﺍﺬﻫﻢﺘﻳﻥﺃﻢﻛﺭﻮﺼﺗ ..ﺕءﺎﺟﺎﻴﻧﺪﻟﺍﻥﺃﺎﻀﻳﺃﻢﻛﺭﻮﺼﺗﻲﻓﺢﺼﻳﻻﺍﺫﺎﻤﻠﻓ
ﻝﺎﻜﺷﻹﺍﻲﻬﺘﻨﻳﻭﻖﻟﺎﺧﻼﺑﺎﻬﺗﺍﺬﺑ.
ﺍﺬﻫﻝﻮﻗﺃﺖﻨﻛﺕﺎﻨﻌﻠﻟﺎﺑﻲﻧﺮﻄﻤﺗﻦﺴﻟﻷﺍﻖﻠﻄﻨﺗﻭﻩﻮﺟﻮﻟﺍﻲﻟﻮﺣﻦﻣﺮﻔﺼﺘﻓ
ﻝﺎﻤﺷﻭﻦﻴﻤﻳﻦﻋﺕﺎﻤﻜﻠﻟﺍﻲﻟﺇﻖﺑﺎﺴﺘﺗﻭ ..ﺏﻮﻠﻘﻟﺍﺏﺎﺤﺻﺃﻲﻟﺮﻔﻐﺘﺴﻳﻭ
ﻯﺪﻬﻟﺍﻲﻟﻥﻮﺒﻠﻄﻳﻭﺔﻴﻘﺘﻟﺍ ..ﻲﻟﻮﺣﻊﻤﺘﺠﻳﻭﻥﻮﺘﻣﺰﺘﻤﻟﺍﻲﻨﻣﺃﺮﺒﺘﻳﻭ
ﻥﻭﺩﺮﻤﺘﻤﻟﺍ ..ﻞﺳﺮﺘﺴﻴﻟﻻﺇﺃﺪﺒﻳﻻﻭﺃﺪﺒﻴﻟﻻﺇﻲﻬﺘﻨﻳﻻﻝﺪﺟﻲﻓﺎﻌﻣﻕﺮﻐﻨﻓ
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ﻭﻝﺪﺠﻟﺍﻚﻟﺫءﺍﺭﻭﻰﻟﻭﻷﺍﺔﻘﻴﻘﺤﻟﺍﻡﺎﻳﻷﺍﻚﻠﺗﻲﻨﻋﺐﻴﻐﺗ .ﻲﻠﻘﻌﺑﻱﻮﻫﺯﻥﺇ
ﺎﻬﺑﺕﺩﺮﻔﻧﺍﻲﺘﻟﺍﺞﺠﺤﻟﺍﺔﻋﺭﺎﻘﻣﻭﻡﻼﻜﻟﺍﺔﺒﻫﻮﻤﺑﻲﺑﺎﺠﻋﺇﻭﺢﺘﻔﺘﻳﺃﺪﺑﻱﺬﻟﺍ
..ﺎﻤﺋﺍﺩﺰﻓﺎﺤﻟﺍﻮﻫﻥﺎﻛ ..ﻊﺠﺸﻤﻟﺍﻮﻫﻥﺎﻛﻭ ..ﻊﻓﺍﺪﻟﺍﻮﻫﻥﺎﻛﻭ ..ﺲﻴﻟﻭ
ﺏﺍﻮﺼﻟﺍﻒﺸﻛﻻﻭﺔﻘﻴﻘﺤﻟﺍﻦﻋﺚﺤﺒﻟﺍ.
ﺩﺎﺒﻋﺖﻀﻓﺭﺪﻘﻟﺔﻀﻣﻮﺑﺖﺒﺠﻋﺃﻭﻲﺴﻔﻧﺓﺩﺎﺒﻋﻲﻓﺖﻗﺮﻐﺘﺳﺍﻲﻧﻷﷲﺍﺓ
ﺪﻬﻣﻦﻣﺓﻮﺤﺼﻟﺍﺔﻳﺍﺪﺑﻭﻲﻋﻮﻟﺍﺡﺎﺘﻔﻧﺍﻊﻣﻱﺮﻜﻓﻲﻓﺾﻣﻮﺗﺕﺃﺪﺑﻲﺘﻟﺍﺭﻮﻨﻟﺍ
ﺔﻟﻮﻔﻄﻟﺍ.

ﻲﺘﻠﺣﺭﻦﻣﻚﺸﻟﺍﻰﻟﺇﻥﺎﻤﻳﻹﺍ-ﺩﻮﻤـﺤﻣﻰﻔﻄـﺼﻣ
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ﻡﻮﻳﻞﻛﺭﺮﻜﺘﻳﻱﺬﻟﺍﻲﻟﺪﺠﻟﺍﺪﻬﺸﻤﻟﺍءﺍﺭﻭﺔﻴﺴﻔﻨﻟﺍﺔﻟﺎﺤﻟﺍﻲﻫﻩﺬﻫﺖﻧﺎﻛ .
ﺗﺃﻲﻧﺃﻙﺭﺩﺃﻢﻟﻭﻖﻄﻨﻤﻟﺍﺞﻟﺎﻋﺃﺎﻧﺃﻭﻖﻄﻨﻤﻟﺍﻝﻮﺻﺃﺎﻀﻳﺃﻲﻨﻋﺖﺑﺎﻏﻭﺾﻗﺎﻨ
ﻪﻨﻣﻞﻌﺟﺄﻓﻖﻟﺎﺨﻟﺍﻖﻠﺧﻦﻣﻭﻝﻮﻗﺃﻢﺛﻖﻟﺎﺨﻟﺎﺑﻑﺮﺘﻋﺃﻒﻴﻛﺫﺇﻲﺴﻔﻧﻊﻣ
ﺎﻬﻨﻴﻌﺑﺔﻄﺴﻔﺴﻟﺍﻲﻫﻭﺎﻘﻟﺎﺧﻪﻴﻤﺳﺃﻱﺬﻟﺍﺖﻗﻮﻟﺍﻲﻓﺎﻗﻮﻠﺨﻣ.
ﻲﻀﺘﻘﻳﺩﻮﺟﻮﻠﻟﻝﻭﺃﺐﺒﺴﺑﻝﻮﻘﻟﺍﻥﺇﻢﺛﺩﻮﺟﻮﻟﺍﺐﺟﺍﻭﺐﺒﺴﻟﺍﺍﺬﻫﻥﻮﻜﻳﻥﺃ
ﻩﺮﻴﻐﻟﺎﺟﺎﺘﺤﻣﻻﻭﺍﺪﻤﺘﻌﻣﺲﻴﻟﻭﻪﺗﺍﺫﻲﻓﺪﺟﻮﻳﻲﻜﻟ .ﻟﺍﻥﻮﻜﻳﻥﺃﺎﻣﺃﺐﺒﺴ
ﻞﻌﺠﻳﻻﻭﺔﻴﺒﺒﺴﻟﺍﺕﺎﻘﻠﺣﻦﻣﺓﺪﺣﺍﻭﻪﻠﻌﺠﻳﺍﺬﻫﻥﺈﻓﺐﺒﺳﻰﻟﺇﺔﺟﺎﺣﻲﻓ
ﻝﻭﺃﺎﺒﺒﺳﻪﻨﻣ.
ﺐﺒﺴﻟﺎﺑﻝﻮﻘﻟﺍﻰﻟﺇﻮﻄﺳﺭﺄﺑﺖﻬﺘﻧﺍﻲﺘﻟﺍﺔﻴﻔﺴﻠﻔﻟﺍﺔﻴﻀﻘﻟﺍﺩﺎﻌﺑﺃﻲﻫﻩﺬﻫ
ﺩﻮﺟﻮﻠﻟﻝﻭﻷﺍﻙﺮﺤﻤﻟﺍﻭﻝﻭﻷﺍ.
ﻦﻴﺤﻟﺍﻚﻟﺫﻲﻓﻲﻨﻫﺫﻲﻓﺔﺤﺿﺍﻭﺩﺎﻌﺑﻷﺍﻩﺬﻫﻦﻜﺗﻢﻟﻭ.
ﺃﻮﻫﻦﻣﺪﻌﺑﺖﻓﺮﻋﺪﻗﻦﻛﺃﻢﻟﻭﻖﻄﻨﻤﻠﻟﻰﻟﻭﻷﺍﻦﻴﻧﺍﻮﻘﻟﺍﻲﻫﺎﻣﻻﻭﻮﻄﺳﺭ
ﻝﺪﺠﻟﺍﻭ.
ﻦﻣﻲﻟﺎﻴﻠﻟﺍﻑﻻﺁﻭﺐﺘﻜﻟﺍﻲﻓﻕﺮﻐﻟﺍﻦﻣﺔﻨﺳﻦﻴﺛﻼﺛﻰﻟﺇﺮﻣﻷﺍﺝﺎﺘﺣﺍﻭ
ﺓﺩﺎﻋﺇﻲﻓﺮﻈﻨﻟﺍﺓﺩﺎﻋﺇﻢﻗﺮﻈﻨﻟﺍﺓﺩﺎﻋﺇﻭﺲﻔﻨﻟﺍﻊﻣﺭﺍﻮﺤﻟﺍﻭﻞﻣﺄﺘﻟﺍﻭﺓﻮﻠﺨﻟﺍ
ﺮﻈﻨﻟﺍ ..ﷲﺍﻦﻣﺔﻜﺋﺎﺸﻟﺍﻖﻳﺮﻄﻟﺍﻪﻴﻓﻊﻄﻗﻷﻪﺟﻭﻞﻛﻰﻠﻋﺮﻜﻔﻟﺍﺐﻴﻠﻘﺗﻢﺛ
ﻭﻰﻠﻋﺕﺎﻤﻠﻛﻦﻣﺐﺘﻛﺃﺎﻣﻰﻟﺇﺕﻮﻤﻟﺍﺰﻐﻟﻰﻟﺇﺓﺎﻴﺤﻟﺍﺰﻐﻟﻰﻟﺇﻥﺎﺴﻧﻹﺍ
ﻦﻴﻘﻴﻟﺍﺏﺭﺩ.
ﻼﻬﺳﺮﻣﻷﺍﻦﻜﻳﻢﻟ ..ﻼﻬﺳﺍﺬﺧﺄﻣﺮﻣﻷﺍﺬﺧﺁﻥﺃﺄﺷﺃﻢﻟﻲﻧﻷ.
ﻲﺴﻔﻧﺖﻴﻔﻋﻷﻲﻧﺩﻮﻘﺗﺔﻫﺍﺪﺒﻟﺍﺖﻛﺮﺗﻭﺓﺮﻄﻔﻟﺍﺕﻮﺻﻰﻟﺇﺖﻴﻐﺻﺃﻲﻧﺃﻮﻟﻭ
ﻝﺪﺠﻟﺍءﺎﻨﻋﻦﻣ ..ﷲﺍﻰﻟﺇﺓﺮﻄﻔﻟﺍﻲﻨﺗﺩﺎﻘﻟﻭ ..ﻨﻜﻟﻭﻦﻣﺯﻲﻓﺖﺌﺟﻲﻨ
ﺕﻮﺻﻊﻔﺗﺭﺍﻭﺎﺴﻤﻫﺭﺎﺻﻰﺘﺣﺓﺮﻄﻔﻟﺍﺕﻮﺻﻒﻌﺿﻭءﻲﺷﻞﻛﻪﻴﻓﺪﻘﻌﺗ

ﻲﺘﻠﺣﺭﻦﻣﻚﺸﻟﺍﻰﻟﺇﻥﺎﻤﻳﻹﺍ-ﺩﻮﻤـﺤﻣﻰﻔﻄـﺼﻣ
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ﺍﺩﺍﺪﺘﻋﺍﻭﺍﺭﻭﺮﻏﻭﺔﺟﺎﺠﻟﺭﺎﺻﻰﺘﺣﻞﻘﻌﻟﺍ ..ﺫﺇﻪﻓﺍﺮﺳﺇﻲﻓﺭﻭﺬﻌﻣﻞﻘﻌﻟﺍﻭ
ﺎﻔﻗﺍﻭﻪﺴﻔﻧﻯﺮﻳﺎﺤﻧﺎﻣﻪﺴﻔﻧﻯﺮﻳﺫﺇﻭﺕﺍﺰﺠﻨﻤﻟﺍﻦﻣﻞﺋﺎﻫﻡﺮﻫﻰﻠﻋ
ﺍﺮﺋﺎﻃﻭﺦﻳﺭﺍﻮﺻﻭءﺎﺑﺮﻬﻛﻭﺔﻋﺎﻨﺻﻦﻣﺎﻬﻴﻓﺎﻤﺑﺓﺭﺎﻀﺤﻠﻟﺫﺇﻭﺕﺎﺻﺍﻮﻏﻭﺕ
ءﺎﻤﻟﺍﺖﺤﺗﺎﻣﻭءﺎﻤﻟﺍﻭﻮﺠﻟﺍﻭﺮﺤﺒﻟﺍﻭﺮﺒﻟﺍﻢﺤﺘﻗﺍﺪﻗﻪﺴﻔﻧﻯﺮﻳ ..ﺭﻮﺼﺘﻓ
ﻪﺴﻔﻧﻡﺎﻗﺃﻭءﻲﺷﻞﻛﻲﻓﻪﺴﻔﻧﺝﺯﻭءﻲﺷﻞﻛﻰﻠﻋﺭﺩﺎﻘﻟﺍﻪﺴﻔﻧ
ﻢﻠﻌﻳﻻﺎﻣﻭﻢﻠﻌﻳﺎﻣﻰﻠﻋﺎﻤﻛﺎﺣ.
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ﺔﻣﻼﺳﻭﻞﻴﻤﺷﻲﻠﺒﺸﻟﺃﺮﻗﺃﻲﺒﺻﺎﻧﺃﻭﺎﻄﻨﻄﺑﺔﻳﺪﻠﺒﻟﺍﺔﺒﺘﻜﻣﻲﻓﺖﻗﺮﻏﻭ
ﻌﺗﺃﻭﻰﺳﻮﻣﻥﻭﺭﺍﺩﻭﺪﻳﻭﺮﻓﻰﻠﻋﻑﺮ.
ﺎﻴﺟﻮﻟﻮﻴﺒﻟﺍﻭﺔﻌﻴﺒﻄﻟﺍﻭءﺎﻴﻤﻴﻜﻟﺎﺑﺖﻔﻐﺷﻭ ..ﻲﻓﺮﻴﻐﺻﻞﻤﻌﻣﻲﻟﻥﺎﻛﻭ
ﻞﺘﻗﺃﻭﺖﻳﺮﺒﻜﻟﺍﺪﻴﺴﻛﺃﻲﻧﺎﺛﻭﻥﻮﺑﺮﻜﻟﺍﺪﻴﺴﻛﺃﻲﻧﺎﺛﺯﺎﻏﻪﻴﻓﺮﻀﺟﺃﻲﺘﻓﺮﻏ
ﻉﺩﺎﻔﻀﻟﺍﻪﻴﻓﺡﺮﺷﺃﻭﺭﻮﻠﻜﻟﺎﺑﺮﻴﺻﺍﺮﺼﻟﺍ.
ﻲﻫﻢﻟﺎﻌﻟﺍﺕﺮﻤﻏﻲﺘﻟﺍﺔﺤﻴﺼﻟﺍﺖﻧﺎﻛﻭ ..ﻢﻠﻌﻟﺍ ..ﻢﻠﻌﻟﺍ ..ﻢﻠﻌﻟﺍ ..ﻻﻭ
ﻢﻠﻌﻟﺍﺮﻴﻏءﻲﺷ.
ﻖﻳﺮﻄﻟﺍﻲﻫﺔﻴﻋﻮﺿﻮﻤﻟﺍﺓﺮﻈﻨﻟﺍ.
ﺕﺎﻓﺍﺮﺨﻟﺍﺪﻳﺩﺮﺗﻭﺭﻮﺨﺒﻟﺍﻕﻼﻃﺇﻦﻋﻒﻜﻨﻟﻭﺕﺎﻴﺒﻴﻐﻟﺍﺾﻓﺮﻨﻟ.
ﺎﻨﻠﺼﻳﺎﻣﻥﺎﻛﻭ؟؟ﺕﺍﺩﺎﺒﻌﻟﺍﻭﻥﺎﻳﺩﻷﺍﺎﻨﻣﺬﺧﺄﻳﻭﺕﺍﺮﺋﺎﻃﻭﺕﺎﺑﺎﺑﺩﺎﻨﻴﻄﻌﻳﻦﻣ
ءﻲﺷﻞﻛﺏﺮﻐﻟﺍﻦﻋﺬﺧﺄﻧﺎﻨﻛﻭﺎﻧﺭﺎﺼﺑﺃﻒﻄﺨﻳﺍﺮﻫﺎﺑﻲﺑﺮﻐﻟﺍﻢﻠﻌﻟﺍءﺎﺒﻧﺃﻦﻣ
..ﻜﻟﺍﻰﺘﺣﻭﺕﺍﺭﺎﻴﺴﻟﺍﻭﺕﺍﺮﻃﺎﻘﻟﺍﻭﺕﺎﺟﻮﺴﻨﻤﻟﺍﻭﺲﺑﻼﻤﻟﺍﻭءﺍﻭﺪﻟﺍﻭﺐﺘ
ﻭﻢﻴﻠﻌﺘﻟﺍﻢﻈﻧﻰﺘﺣﺓﺮﺑﻹﺍﻭﺱﻮﺑﺪﻟﺍﻭﺹﺎﺻﺮﻟﺍﻢﻠﻗﻰﺘﺣﺔﺒﻠﻌﻤﻟﺍﺔﻤﻌﻃﻷﺍ
ﻒﺤﺼﻟﺍﻕﺭﻭﻰﺘﺣﺔﻳﺍﻭﺭﻭﺔﻴﺣﺮﺴﻣﻭﺔﺼﻗﻦﻣﻲﺑﺩﻷﺍﻒﻴﻟﺄﺘﻟﺍﺐﻟﺍﻮﻗ.
ﺎﻴﻠﻌﻟﺍﺎﻨﻠﺜﻣﻭﺎﻨﻣﻼﺣﺃﺞﺴﻨﻧﺎﻨﻛﻪﺗﺎﻳﺮﻘﺒﻋﻭﺏﺮﻐﻟﺍﻝﺎﻄﺑﺃﻝﻮﺣﻭ ..ﻮﺣﻝ
ﻥﻮﺴﻳﺩﺃﻭﻦﺠﺘﻧﻭﺭﻭﻲﻧﻮﻛﺭﺎﻣﻭﺮﻴﺘﺳﺎﺑ ..ﻦﻟﻮﻜﻨﻟﻡﺎﻫﺍﺮﺑﺇﻭﻥﻮﻴﻠﺑﺎﻧﻝﻮﺣﻭ ..
ﻥﻼﺟﺎﻣﻭﺲﺒﻤﻟﻮﻛﺮﻓﻮﺘﺳﺮﻛﻭ.
ﻡﺪﻘﺘﻟﺍﻮﻫﺏﺮﻐﻟﺍﻥﺎﻛ.